Archive for June, 2010

June 9, 2010

Music heals.

I feel like sometimes, when I listen to a particular song, I can really relate to its lyrics. I think that the reason why I find comfort in music is because it can relate to any mood I may be feeling at any given moment, whether it be happiness or sadness. If you’re feeling down, it’s got the power to heal you… at least emotionally~

Currently listening to: “Clouds”
By Dumbfoundead feat. Jay Park & Clara C.
Check out the song and full lyrics over here.

♫… When the clouds are in the sky
Know that they’re just passing by
There’ll be sunshine
If your days are stormy nights
Dry the raindrops from your eyes
There’ll be sunshine
I’ve been a little lost
But I’m not colorblind
I’ll follow that yellow brick road
And put my fears behind
And on that yellow road
I’ll find a wishing well
Cast a line and in time I know I’ll prevail…♫

June 2, 2010


And so my world has gone upsidedown. It took a turn for the worst within a relatively short timespan. It occurred so randomly. Unexpected. I don’t know if I can recover from the shock of it all.

Everything seems different. Lost myself in grief. Tears want to fall down my face and I keep trying to hold it back. Feeling so empty. Numb. Lifeless.

Wishing. Wanting. Hoping.

My heart is screaming. I want to be heard, but I’m fearful of permanent rejection. It would mark the end of my life.


Struggling to find that bit of hope which I can hold onto for dear life.

Rescue me